girl, Em

I'm sorry I don't have the heart to message you or ask much about your dinner. I don't feel loved the whole damn time. messaging seems so false, so fake, because what is it? a convenient way of maintaining a relationship. I'm angry and even my mother encourages me to find my own happiness and even if it means going out with ... and stuff she says just go ahead. I know it's rubbish and I won't do it.