I feel my soul being stitched back again, because I know that God doesn't change. and how we rmb out joy is to rmb that we have Him. joy doesn't come from what you do, it comes only when you look at Christ. and sometimes I do this and that to make myself "happy" thinking that it works but it doesn't last. and it is short lived at its longest. I need to constantly remind myself that my circumstances can change my situations can change, people can change and It will be sad, but my name will always be written in the book of life. and that is something to be happy about.
I remember Lek telling me that I should be happy because i am saved. I never like truly understood that. I'm really excited to listen to the part two tmr. what I need is to want Christian material, want to learn more about the bible, and not like tips to being mature or emulation who and who. it's such an emotional thing to realise that the solution is not in any of the worldly things, because I have been trying and trying and using my own efforts but at the expense of my own soul. I've been thinking of what is my next step so much that I forget that I need to learn about Gods word. and I can even rmb the stories now.
okay I'll go sleep.
got tuition (: thank God for that.
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