girl, Em

i want to eat gummy bears.


totally not funny
this period thing.

going to korea in less than two weeks but doesnt even feel like it,
should be looking forward to it though

trying very badly to keep away from all triggers- songs/videos/pictures/stupid quotes whatever
because i dont want to talk bout it

sometimes talking about things makes things ACTUALLY worse when it ISNT like that.

so if i dont wna talk about it just let the DAMN THING PASS.

then it will just be better. when every things over. i just love holidays because i feel like nothing ever can get me there,
away from all this familiarity and perceived pain when actually there's nothing

actually everything's perceived and relative.
pain is
love is

only THINGS related to God is permanent sadly, lol
maybe not sadly but its good cuz like that we have hope

if you dont think its painful its not
if you dont think its a problem its not
if you dont think you're scared you're not
all is perceived

you think you're best friends with the person, its what you think
so, everything's in the mind