girl, Em

if you shut your mouth,
nobody can say anything about you

just dont be too chatty or think like this is the right time to speak,
cuz you never know when and stuff like for the lesson observation just now i FREAKING FELL ASLEEP
and the kids said like: the teacher sleeping there

im not a teacher and yes I'm sleeping

and yeah it makes my day bad

sometimes i just hate myself for being so emotional and then sensitive cuz i dont know when to shut my mouth and then just be professional and nobody can say anything about you,
dont say anything when your guard is up, only speak when you're in the company of people you trust, in a safe environment, because the words you speak and the things you say can damage you

and waste your time
spoil your reputation
make you feel unnecessarily sad
so dont bother
and the brandon guy is so nice
he is the cool type of macho guy which i won't be hanging out with, but then
people say I'm weird like that

dont bother feeling sorry for yourself because there is no point

i hate my freaking FAT stomach
so ugly
so unprofessional
so weird



i wna be as skinny as the girl sitting in front of me just now. she looks so perfect and then nice.
dont chat about things that you dont know, or your own opinion, unless people ask of you,
then you talk because it will do you more harm than good, understand?

i want my ear piece back now.