Sunday, July 19, 2015

lI cannot handle pre marriage counseling right now, cuz I can't trust ppl with my feelings and with my thoughts cuz idk what they will do with it and what they will think about me. 

it's more than just sharing information I don't like telling ppl my deepest darkest secrets. cuz I mean you have a choice whether you want to say or not right? the person counseling you is basically like a psychologist. 
plus it sucks that I can't communicate properly so ppl don't really understand how I feel. and I don't want somebody clamping down on me to say that I'm
wrong wrong wrong cuz I'm already feeling like a failure  


sometimes I wished Alex Delaware will
come as a real psychologist and then I can chat with him, like professionally and he can tell me and ask me questions to help me see what I like and don't like in life. cuz now I really can't pinpoint anything. and it's frustrating cuz it sucks not to have an aim that you can tell ppl of. and that ppl keep pressuring you they want your money they want this and that. it's insane but I have to withstand it for this is the will of God for me at this period of time. 


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