seriously this is bad,
muff's birthday is tomorrow and there are so many things on my mind right now i wish i had half the things to think about,
i never really planned a big surprise for him or what,
really, lol.
seriously. well its good that nobody is home right now and i can cry if i need to, but whats the end of crying, it will just waste your time and then you look and feel like shit
didn't we go through this just last damn week
this week thursday friday late again in school, and you have to work and prepare the proposals and stuff
nobody actually gives a shit about what you do at the other end as long as you're keeping up with work lol- refers to work people
nobody actually gives a shit UNLESS you talk about her golden boy, and asks what he is doing, and she asks WHY you dont want to visit him. in the damn jail. must visit meh? for what? i say sian lor.
i got a freaking surprise to plan, or no a small letter to write, and i feel so broken hearted cuz honestly in this house, only my father gives an actual shit about me, and maybe my bear, lionel. haha.
i actually have to think of what to write and get some paper haha.
I'm such a horrible girlfriend who is so consumed by her problems i dont even feel excited to celebrate muffy's birthday tomorrow because of so many things going on.
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