thank God for seeing us thus far, it's been a long long journey.
yesterday I had a mini breakdown, didn't know why.
I turned to look at my dinosaur gummy snacks and saw that it was half opened and eaten. I had no emotional response until I suddenly started crying and saying that I felt scared for my snacks, because I didn't know they were eaten, and anything bad cannot happen to them. I felt I needed to protect my snacks.
then muff carried me over and he sat me down and comforted me, saying darling it's okay, and brought my snacks to me one by one and let me hug it. but he said you know this isn't normal right? snacks are meant to be eaten but then I said I know but i just didn't know you'd eat my snacks so quickly. then I slowly calmed down and muff said dear don't feel that you need to protect your snacks okay, because your snacks are not you, I'm here to protect you and everything is going to be okay.
then I felt a little better, and we went to play some games and then I offered muffy some of my Dino snacks later.
muffy is really worried that this PTSD would end up in me hurting or injuring someone. I hope not.
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