girl, Em

I think we all v sian
just taking care of the bb feeling tired

whose turn to take care of the bb and stuff

then become like chore and routine

just do our own thing after

just feeling v resentful somehow
and angry

what's there to say

everything she say he complain

complain complain complain until I just don't bother anymore

just ignore

a lot of unhappiness

if you wna stay in this house and don't earn enough money for us to move out then don't complain

when getting a new job is so hard already don't complain about where you live

and your living circumstances

just v tired from the whole week
mc so much then whole day at home
still I take care right

still I sacrifice my work time to take care right

plus at night now I also don't get proper rest

half my night is over and I am still up cuz the bb keeps me awake

you get to sleep in cuz I don't like the bb to whine

you just let the bb whine and ignore him and says it's ok let him whine and cry and be in a bad mood cuz you wna watch Netflix till 3am and don't wna sleep altho since 7pm you say you're tired

seriously we are just going through the motions every damn day

and if it's like that so be it

weekends you so happy to spend time with people
open your mouth say I am your fav person but your actions say otherwise

only 1 .5 year of marriage

bored out of my mind

aiya it's like that one la what do you expect

nagging and more annoyance

ppl last 30 years cuz they just dont care much anymore and the only reason why I'm not saying much it's cuz why do I even bother cuz I say already I still have to take care of the bb right

wahlao if I knew it would be like that maybe i wouldn't have kids at all

then I still can lead my carefree life and just do whatever I want

you what to play what you play what

you want to meet who you meet who

honestly it just feels like the whole stupid birthday thing again

why do you think i don't care anymore??