girl, Em

I haven't blogged in a long time, but cuz I feel difficulty expressing myself. it's hard to chat at the end of the day like I feel I have 1000 things to say but they're not coming out properly, it is hard for me to express myself and it sucks I don't get why. it's hindering my life. 

tmr is graduation. like when ppl congratulate me I'm like oh I made it. it's true, if God let me give up on myself I wouldn't be going to the graduation tomorrow. so thank God for His grace. honestly I'm praying that God will open my eyes and my heart to see and feel His blessings, because I know I need to see it before it's too late and I slip back into it again. 

somehow on the new job I know it's only temporary. God please be merciful and help me sort out my life.